WHY AM I CRYING OR SAD??????????

I dun know why am i crying today is it bcoz i din go training long time? its bcoz of my grandma who doesnt allow me to go training everyday. I'm still thinking of gng training but i still have work but my grandma kept asking me again and again ): she's always such a nag at me okay. i kept praying to God and ask him "God pls help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!