My grandma had passed away this morning!! :'(

i didnt know this morning my sis msg me about my grandma had passed away and i was crying and i didnt let them know tat my grandma had passed away cos she's too old and sick and yet she pass out.. Its time for her to rest in peace until tuesday she'll away :'( this morning i was crying in school and tell aunty priscilla about my grandma had passed away.. idk why?????????????? but then i msg jean too and she know thats why because all my relatives and cousins they were crying and my grandma was not saved! Thank God for my boss,Karen came and see my grandma's wake just today about 5plus i remember! she cane and ask me why i didnt tell her about what has happened to my grandma?? By the way i'm not sure whether Regin coming ant tmr maybe i hope so!! Let's pray for my grandma now.Father God, i pray for myself now, i pray you give me peace in my heart as i mourns the loss of my grandma. I pray U teach me to understand & to be a good testimony to my relatives. I pray u comfort my relatives too.. In Jesus name Amen :'(